first cause to blame for me,
second for they'll never see,
third a whisper in the dark,
fourth and final lost my spark.
bring in help and what I see,
date change and last tell me,
but blame follows if I'm late,
as if it were my fault and fate.
keep copies of every little thing,
protected from blame you bring,
it's not just what you say to me,
but every piece of paper see.