Sunday, January 22, 2012

With The Lights Out (It's More Dangerous)

Are you still out there? Are you trapped as part of something bigger than yourself?

We all build things that grow beyond us, losing control and sight of our aims and the paths that we once walked. I know I too am guilty of that.

I've starting writing so many times and so many different things. I fear for my characters, if they're still out there somewhere, waiting for me... I stop writing because I start caring so much about my characters that I don't want to ruin it for them. They become real in my head, and I don't know what they would do, what they would say...

I hope they aren't turning their backs on me, like you did, that one time. I still haven't forgiven myself for that, and I still haven't healed.

I don't let myself believe in soul mates, because I think you were the one, if only we had more time to straighten things out. I like to think they would have been worked out...

Now I have to work them out on my own.

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