tears do not come, though I feel they should,
my body numb, my heart grows old.
it hurts to bring an end to all this
entirely to her, my heart was sold.
the world is not ending when I feel it should,
though I know this is not the end.
a peace in my heart but fear in my soul,
held up by the best of friends.
I'm finding it hard to breathe,
it's so hard for me to believe;
this is too unreal--
it's not the deal
I signed up for when I asked her to be with me.
the sky refuses to rain,
but the clouds diffuse to pain.
I could not handle sun today...
not without her--for whom I pray.
the Captain's come to carry you home--
that you may watch over us...
that we may not be so alone.